I have dreams. i have dreams bigger then my mind can even begin to put together right now. but im going to accomplish my dreams. i dont know when, and i dont how. but i know that ima do it, and i know i'll be proud.

I wish it would rain all day
i'll never be happy
you were everything i wanted
thought i was everything you needed
but once again i was made a fool out of
and once again the person that fooled me could care less.

I know how vile i can be.
like i dont give a damn about anyone but me.
but that the thing about me,
you have to handle me and unconditionally love me
or i'd rather you, leave me.

Although i hold many bad intentions on my heart, i'll never speak negative on your behalf.

When your lying in bed and you cant get to sleep...when love really has cut you that deep. and in everyone's eyes your being judged, you may feel like you've lost, but in my eyes you've won.

I think we should give up on this thing. too much heartache only results in bad things. i know i love you, but its too much stress....sometimes letting go is for the best.

So i wanted to congratulate you, you lasted this long, you deserve a toast. "here's to the only man that's ever been strong enough to be able to handle all of me, good times & bad, so he derserves every piece of me, at my very best."

There were many times when i could of made the right decisons, but i always did wrong. this time was different, my heart is still beating and you & I are still strong.

Sometimes i stand and wait by the phone,
maybe it'll ring, maybe you'll call.
but the doubt in my mind, somehow always overrules
and in the end it always ends up being the truth.

Do you think im okay just because i say so,
my heart is breaking everyday,
i need you here to make the pain go away.
your so damn stubborn, too hardheaded to see.