& i just wanted to let you know.
youll never be alone,
as long as your with me..
because let me tell you something.
deep down inside,
im not scared, im terrified.
baby, just like you.

& i dont mean to burden you with my troubles
but im trying to drink my pain away
and now im seeing double
a young alcoholic who needs liquor to feel whole,
but baby thats all changing,
and you can say your the reason.

When the days turn to darkness
and u lose sight of all light.
ur hands start shaking,
and ur knees go weak,
thats a thing called, misery,
and u deserve every bit of it,
cause u've brought me thru hell & thats just the midst of it.

Its a real smile on my face,
its not fake, not today.
we should name it, in your favor,
because darling your the owner,
yess, indeed, your the reason<3

Its so hard to fight this feeling, its taking over me. no matter how much i try to cover it, but even when i think i buried it deep, i hear your voice & i realize, with you is where i wanna be.

I flinch when i see a fist, automatically scared out of my mind. but when that fist turns into a warm hug, i get confused, i guess there's nothing better in the world, than knowing someone truly cares for you. but all i know is love through abuse.

Id be a liar if i told you, that i didnt love you. so i guess im a liar, i dont love you.

If love is what you seek, you wont find it in me. i cant say i love you, i dont know what that means. i never meant to cause you any pain, im honestly sorry i cant say what i dont mean, and i cant say what i dont feel, but i cant feel whats not real..

I have a regret i need to come clean. the panties you found on the floor belong to me. but before you hate me, im truly sorry, and i know that wont make things okay, but, temptation was there, and it was calling my name.

You can't keep playin with my heart, soon it's gonna fall apart..