He fronts like he's fine, when he's really not okay .
nobody knows that smile covers up all his pain ..
nobody knows that inside his head it rains ..
but i know, because i listen, because i care .. i know, cause i know him .
oh, you didn't know?

When you feel broken inside
and from yourself your trying to hide,
when that face in the mirror is no longer yours,
and the body you've lived in doesn't feel like yours anymore .
your confused and scared yet your still there ..

Outside, i seem okay .
deep inside, i miss you daily .
y do i try so hard to pretend ?
when u dnt care, not now, not then .
i cant show u my feelings, & feel even more misused .
cus ur a liar, & cheater,
& u played me like a fool .

Im a mess, but im okay
i wake up with a smile every day
im truthful and sinful
all wrapped into one
i grab a load of love on the way out the door.
im a girl, who makes wrong desicions. but i live my life, with nothing but good intentions.

So wrapped up in "what to do"
she's never been faced with such obstacles as these
her hearts torn into 3 different pieces. & nothing & no one seems to want to give.

What am i suppose to do?
my heart beats for you.
i can cry my eyes out
all night
and fake a smile every day
because nobody will beable
to relate with my pain.

And she pours all she has into that heart signed with your name; built in regret; & laced with pain.
will you break it? she asks as if in vain, because she knows when someone's not the same.

& now im fighting myself to remember
forrbidden to relive those times
terrified of getting caught up in the past
now i have to look foward, my future is ahead.
& even though it hurts like hell
your space in my heart needs to be filled..

Its something in the way he says my name
that lets me know he's exactly the same
& its something in those gorgeous eyes
that tells me he's full of lies x|3

You hold my whole world in your hands,
my heart beats for you ;
you are my man ;
ill give you my all
because you didnt let me fall
ill give you my life
because only with you does everything seem so right