I told myself i would never feel this way
i built walls around my broken heart
cause i once again didnt want to fall apart
but my hearts bleeding your name
and my body doesnt feel the same
but its a new feeling,
something i cant even explain.

He took the time;
to dry my eyes;
he's not the same;
he stopped the rain;
its so hard to find
someone to eased my mind;
but i found him;
and i had everything to gain;
i trusted him & he ceased my pain x|3

These are the confessions bleeding from my heart. my life is a mess, my worlds tworn apart. looking foward to nothing, looking back to hell, all the pain that fills my body, my mouth will never let me tell.

The intimacy between you & me, the feelings we share, we hang our heart breaks up on the door and stare. then turn around and walk away because we know with each other we will never have to relive those days.

Somethings are meant to be and somethings just arent. if it is then let it be, if its not then just let it fall apart.

That razor looks good right now
i need to bleed the pain out
i press it against my skin
and all i feel is relief,
i see the red running down my arm
its taking all the stress out of my life.

The pain runs deep
the wounds run deeper
my scars wont go away
and im reminded every day.

Im full of nothin but pain
ill mess up your life
dont let me in;
ill mess you up bad
once you learn my name
trying to love you
meanwhile going insane
this
is
what
happens
when
you
dont
know
how
to
play
this
game.

Sometimes it will be easy
other times it will be hard
loving me will be a battle
because my heart's been scarred.
but dont blame yourself;
you havent caused me any pain;
it's been a life long build up --
it was there long before you came.

Watching the tears form in your eyes then fall down your cheeks is the only thing that really gets to me. nothing hurts more, & nothing cuts deeper ; than the regret that fills my heart when i watch my father's eyes water, cause of his daughter.