Sometimes i sit up at night & think
and then i cry my eyes out because im so damn lonely
i just want you right next to me.
i just want you here with me.

Is he sincere
those words keep ringing in my head
i cant take this shit anymore
i wish all this was left unsaid
im so much more hurt then even i imagined
i cant open my heart up & let him in it.

She tried to cry
but from her eyes nothing fell
she was hurt inside
she could feel it, she could tell
but something was standing in the way of her tears
she was becoming numb to pain,
and that confirmed all her fears.

I need to forget the painful words u said, they cut me deeper than a blade ever could. theyll haunt me for the rest of my days, the words i wish i wuld of never heard u say. they destroyed my entire world. the words u told me.."i love her."

Come on over. we'll have a talk and pour some wine. you'll be too sweet, as you tell those famous lies. the words are beautiful, as they roll off your tounge so perfectly. cuz u kno wat you're doing, you been messin with many minds, way before mine.

Its been awhile since ive laid with you in bed. because my future i can already predict, you dont know how bad your hurting me, and no matter how hard i know its gonna be. i have to try, to forget. everything.

I was thirsting for adventure, and he had a car. i didnt want to get tied down, because im still young, but a few kisses and talks, and a million late night calls, we fell for each other, like the leaves in the fall.

All the things you told me, was just a load of bullshit. everything me and you ever had was based on a lie. i feel stupid, i feel dumb, because i believed you, but in my heart i knew the truth.
i just didnt wanna believe it.

Why? thats what i keep asking myself. why? you didnt have to put me through this, but you did. why?

You'll never understand how bad you hurt me
and ill never understand why you dont care.