To love again is all really want, but its such a high price, for such a low cost. & in the end what great loss.

She gives her body freely because she cant give herself completely, their are wounds in the way. she cannot bare to be naked to the world so instead she just fakes it with the man, there are wounds in the way.

As time passes by they begin to multiply
adding up secretly like the rings of an old oak tree ; there are wounds in the way
some old and some new, all stifling, debilitating and cruel ...

She laughs at maybe & screams at no. i need you to love me; i dont know when i dont care how. your vision of a perfect world. all of that needs to end now, baby just look deep into my hollow eyes and cease my pain & stop my cries.

& as the sun interjects the moon
the night slowly comes to a end
and so does this one night stand
its time for you to go now,
you've got a girl & ive got a man.

Im sorry i cant love you all, my head holds more than my heart can contain. i may have loved to say your name, but im sorry i just cant love you that way.

Cause i guess i thought if i pretended long enough everything would turn out right. if i faked that smile everyday, if i walked around like everything was okay, then maybe just maybe, everything would turn out that way.

She cant even be honest with herself, so who can she be honest with?

Love constantly tells me no, it mocks me over and over again until it finally gets the best of me. till it sees the toll its got on me, its not going to be be satisfied until i just give up & cry.

It wasnt the wind that grabbed your shoulder and threw you to the ground. & it wasnt the wind that busted your lip or made brusies up & down your legs. now tell me who is it that makes you so afraid ?