You may not see the pain now, but its there trust me, i can hide it when im tellin myself im okay during the day, but your bound to trigger something, and set me off, and everything will come out. believe me.

I feel like writing
because im tired of cryin
and this is my way of getting it out.
i feel like writing because im tired of hurting
no more cuts on my arms to watch the blood leak out
these words are my bleeding heart.

I feel like a beautiful day.
your out of my life, and oh my world is a much better place.
so i feel like smiling
i feel like singing
singing songs of joy
let the pain out let happiness in
from now on thats what im about.

My mind comes close to letting it go
then my heart holds it close
so ask me again
and ill tell you one more time
its not as easy as it seems
so dont go around judging me
cause you dont know the half of things.

Its the saddest thing ive ever seen
it broke my heart just witnessing
ive seen the damange love can do
which is why im philophobic,
and im afraid of you.

You say you dont care
but we both know thats not true
i know your just using that as a defense mechanism
because its obvious you do.
i can see it in your eyes,
all the feelings you try to hide,
but when your drunk you open up just like a book.

And she said close your eyes
while i pour us some wine
because believe it or not im fallin for you
and im fallin in love with spending the days talkin to you, and drinkin the nights away with you.

Beautiful on the outside but she's full of -FearPainTears-. she runs faster than the wind. she's gotta get outta here. she's got the whole world on her shoulders and her heart's at her feet, she keeps herself busy all day so she doesnt go insane.

He called me earlier crying saying he needs me in his life. he said he misses me daily like crazy. i said aint it funny how life goes around? now you need me, like i needed you. but wait tell me, what would you do?

I get wasted off your kisses, i get intoxitcated by your voice. i get buzzed just looking into your eyes. baby you got me getting drunk off you.