The more i think
the more i fall apart
the more i think
the more it hurts to breathe
because the only thing i think about is how bad you hurt me.

I wish i could spill my heart out to you, but its not as easy as it may seem. i dont know what to do, i dont know what to say, its hard to move, its gettin hard to breathe. im losing my mind, its a matter of time, until i go insane over you.

Im trying to pretend everyday, but it gets harder, the more i fake, its hard to describe the way i feel. but i want you to know, what i feel is real. all the late night visits of you in my sleep, & all the daily thoughts of you and me.

She's focused on one thought
whether its false or not
& its that you love her

Change-to make different; to cause a transformation.
everything im afraid of.

Dnt back down now. Theres no need to be afraid. we've come this far, we have to finish this race. dnt b scared. im not her. or the other girls, that broke you heart & left u scarred. trust me& your gonna see, your heart i promise is safe with me.

& i just wanted to let you know.
youll never be alone,
as long as your with me..
because let me tell you something.
deep down inside,
im not scared, im terrified.
baby, just like you.

& i dont mean to burden you with my troubles
but im trying to drink my pain away
and now im seeing double
a young alcoholic who needs liquor to feel whole,
but baby thats all changing,
and you can say your the reason.

When the days turn to darkness
and u lose sight of all light.
ur hands start shaking,
and ur knees go weak,
thats a thing called, misery,
and u deserve every bit of it,
cause u've brought me thru hell & thats just the midst of it.

Its a real smile on my face,
its not fake, not today.
we should name it, in your favor,
because darling your the owner,
yess, indeed, your the reason<3