Its so hard to fight this feeling, its taking over me. no matter how much i try to cover it, but even when i think i buried it deep, i hear your voice & i realize, with you is where i wanna be.

I flinch when i see a fist, automatically scared out of my mind. but when that fist turns into a warm hug, i get confused, i guess there's nothing better in the world, than knowing someone truly cares for you. but all i know is love through abuse.

I wanna be the one to make you feel alive.
the one you look forward to seeing everyday, & night.
i wanna be the one constantly in your head.
you know, the one you cant stop thinking about even when your in bed.

When your lying in your bed at night, & somehow your mind keeps going back to me, and how wrong you did me, & how u want me back i told you, your conscience, is a beautiful thing, & i love it right now, more than anything.

Dont take people for granted. no matter how much they love you, people get tired.

Its like your so close, yet so far away. i wanna tell you my secrets but im scared you'll run away. if i let my heart spill out to you im sure, you'll never be able to look at me the same.

Act like nothings wrong,
when deep inside
all you wanna do is cry.
make him believe he's nothing to you.
even though he may mean everything to you.
& you'll see
its just a matter of time
before he misses you too.

Before i met you; cold blood ran through my veins;
& i couldn't tell the difference between sunshine & rain.
but now all that has changed.
your face is planted in my heart;
& now your name is runnin through my veins.

I deleted your number from my phone, and removed you from my life. i wake up relieved everyday, and i never though it could be this way. now im thinking all that time wasted. but that was the first time in awhile, i actually smiled.

Let me be your medicene; ill take your pain away.
let me be your sunshine; ill brighten up your rainy day.
let me be your mechanic; ill fix your broken heart.
let me be your siamese twin, & we will never part.