Id be a liar if i told you, that i didnt love you. so i guess im a liar, i dont love you.

If love is what you seek, you wont find it in me. i cant say i love you, i dont know what that means. i never meant to cause you any pain, im honestly sorry i cant say what i dont mean, and i cant say what i dont feel, but i cant feel whats not real..

I have a regret i need to come clean. the panties you found on the floor belong to me. but before you hate me, im truly sorry, and i know that wont make things okay, but, temptation was there, and it was calling my name.

& now im fighting myself to remember
forrbidden to relive those times
terrified of getting caught up in the past
now i have to look foward, my future is ahead.
& even though it hurts like hell
your space in my heart needs to be filled..

Its something in the way he says my name
that lets me know he's exactly the same
& its something in those gorgeous eyes
that tells me he's full of lies x|3

You hold my whole world in your hands,
my heart beats for you ;
you are my man ;
ill give you my all
because you didnt let me fall
ill give you my life
because only with you does everything seem so right

I told myself i would never feel this way
i built walls around my broken heart
cause i once again didnt want to fall apart
but my hearts bleeding your name
and my body doesnt feel the same
but its a new feeling,
something i cant even explain.

He took the time;
to dry my eyes;
he's not the same;
he stopped the rain;
its so hard to find
someone to eased my mind;
but i found him;
and i had everything to gain;
i trusted him & he ceased my pain x|3

These are the confessions bleeding from my heart. my life is a mess, my worlds tworn apart. looking foward to nothing, looking back to hell, all the pain that fills my body, my mouth will never let me tell.

The intimacy between you & me, the feelings we share, we hang our heart breaks up on the door and stare. then turn around and walk away because we know with each other we will never have to relive those days.