The fire builds inside of me; the anger trying to escape my body. its burning me, its killing me with every breath i try to take. its hurting me, its hurting my whole body, its wearing me out, its tearing me down. its hard to make it, so hard to get by. |
She yells out n fury, tryin to remain calm. tears race down her face, a million questions run through her brain, nun has ever been the same, since that heart shatterin day. he crushed her when he said bye, now everything makes her break down & cry. |
My head is spinning, my body's aching. |
Its so hard to spill out everything i feel. because my life's based on a lie. and i dont know whats real. |
I bleed green blood of envy & jealousy. & i cry blue tears of pain & sadness. he meant more than the world to me, and now that she has him green & blue is all you'll see. |
You cant come in and out of my life as you please; if your here you have to truly be here for me. |
Dont worry about me ill be fine. the pain will stop my tears will dry. ill learn my lesson one of these days, and i wont have to continue going through the same pain. |
Trying not to cry as i stare at old pictures the memories are coming back, they haunt me in my sleep. now i never wanna be awake because im only with you in my dreams. |
The clock strikes two, stuttering trying to spill my heart out to you. its just so hard to explain to somebody that doesnt listen to a word you say, that your falling in love with them more and more by the days. |
As the days go by i feel more and more used. im falling apart as you toy with my heart, and im lost in not knowing what to do. |