All the things you told me, was just a load of bullshit. everything me and you ever had was based on a lie. i feel stupid, i feel dumb, because i believed you, but in my heart i knew the truth.
i just didnt wanna believe it.

Why? thats what i keep asking myself. why? you didnt have to put me through this, but you did. why?

You'll never understand how bad you hurt me
and ill never understand why you dont care.

You dont need the heart breaks or all the pain, you dont deserve the crying and all those bad things. your heart deserves to be taken care of by a pair of loving hands, so leave that boy since he hurts you, and go find a real man.

Staring in the mirror
watching the tears stream down my cheeks.
i dont know why im angry
cuz he thinks im stupid?,
or cuz he's caused me pain
im upset cause he treats me the way he does
but im furuious cuz he thinks im too dumb to know.

S[he] be[lie]v[ed]

Im leaving, im done
not that you care
i just cant take anymore
its over i swear
all the pain that you've caused
how could i forget
you played my like a f**kin fool
but im better than that

& now all i see is;
emptiness,
how can anyone love this mess?
he said ur gorgeous; but
ur a f**k up, & u tend to lie,
& its all for ur heart's desire.
& now ur heart needs a mate,
so you'll be drinkin the rest of ur days away.

She must have been in a place so dark, she couldnt find light. searching for her lost soul through every shadow. now here she is all grown up, a disater, she cant even stop the tears from falling anymore.

& she said"daddy, wats the point of living if i cant dream? school will be there, to catch me. but right now i just wanna go out on the limb, & if i fall, cause i went to high, at least i can say i climbed. and honestly say i tried."