Is he sincere
those words keep ringing in my head
i cant take this shit anymore
i wish all this was left unsaid
im so much more hurt then even i imagined
i cant open my heart up & let him in it.

Its so hard to love you,
because im not okay myself.

Im not alone, i am yours. but im still lonely & i dont know why. i spend my nights crying myself to sleep, & i spend my days driving myself crazy.

One minute your happy, the next minute your mad. lately only your temper can last. everytime we get too high we collapse. and we have to start all over again, you got me questioning whether i should of ever let you in.

I've been searching for someone to fill this empty hole in my heart
but the harder i try the more i fall apart
right nowi just want to apologize for all i've put you through
i cant let myself fall in love with you.

Please tell me you've been faithful
cause I've been honest and true
so if you've been messin around
I need to know this
because for once in my life I know
I don't deserve it

Im too young for tear-stained cheeks
and blood shot eyes.
like i have to turn to alcohol in order to feel alright.
you were suppose to save my heart from silent cries
instead you've caused me more pain then everyone else combined.

& i was standing there
shaking my head
blood shot eyes
drunk with regret
im sorry i scream
but its too late ,you've caught me.

Im never good at guessing because i know i can be wrong. this cripples my way of thinking, so just tell me now if im wrong. tell me if ive mistaken all our late night talks, for feelings, and you laying me down, for love.

Cause i aint happy here,
although im so in love,
it just aint enough
this sh*t is just too tough.
i tried to make it work,
all you do is make it worse.
im over all of the pain
im done with all of the hurt.
-jon young