You dont understand how hard im trying to make this work
fxck the pain and fxck the stress
im tryin my fxckin best
you ungrateful son of a bxtch.
im so close to moving on
and not looking back for shxt.

You lied when you said you'd do anything to make this work
so far your not trying, and im tired of crying. you have no idea what ive been through but i still said okay to you. your suppose to make me better but fxck this man im through.

Dont stand there and act like you dont know what this is about. yes i gave my love away but its like with you i was in the lost & found. you pushed me aside, he made me feel alive. you left me neglected, he stepped and corrected it.

I refuse to let go of my heart anymore.
and this isnt just talk like before
i swear im chaining my heart down
i cant take pain no more.

I dont know how much longer im goin to let myself put up with this.
i'd be a fool to let my heart suffer in this relationship.
cause i feel the pain as im writing this quote.
my heart's screaming, it'll never get better, with time only worse.

Everybody wonders why she's so promiscuous
one of her mom's many boyfriend's didn't seem to care.
& now she's grown up giving her body away like its nothing.
she was 7, and she had been violated.

You've seen her heart rise and fall
you've been with her through it all
you've stuck with her through everything
so why are you just her shoulder to cry on?
because your only her best friend.

Sometimes i just want to dream up a perfect world. then i picture myself in it. all the crying and the pain would be replaced by smiles & tears of joy. nobody would break my heart & guys would be men, not boys.

& for that spilt moment i couldnt breathe, i was standing there with my heart on my sleeve. if anybody asks my name is jane because this is just gonna be a re-run of the same old another-girl-with-a-broken-heart thing.

She tried to cry
but from her eyes nothing fell
she was hurt inside
she could feel it, she could tell
but something was standing in the way of her tears
she was becoming numb to pain,
and that confirmed all her fears.