Just one trip inside my head,
and you'll know what it feels like to practically be dead.
when you cant feel a thing,
you feel good, believe me,
using, punching, yelling, screaming=nothing.

No i cant speak for you,
you claim you love me but i just dont know.
all the little voices inside my head,
tell me what to speak on, crazy? indeed.
when your used to being used, your used to not meaning a god damn thing.

All guys are not the same, there is that small percentage that treat you like a human being. it's hard to believe when you've been hurt like me. but dont give up, at least for me.

& i looked that h*e right in the eye and made her look like the fool she is. she said i wont do a damn thing to her, i told her sweet heart, you dont have the brains or imagination to even contemplate what im going to do to you.

Never in my life have i felt the things that i feel when im with you .

Since theres no good things, and i'm out of sight. take these words and twist them tonight. love is a blessing, till sin gets in the way.

Although i hold many bad intentions on my heart, i'll never speak negative on your behalf.

When your lying in bed and you cant get to sleep...when love really has cut you that deep. and in everyone's eyes your being judged, you may feel like you've lost, but in my eyes you've won.

I think we should give up on this thing. too much heartache only results in bad things. i know i love you, but its too much stress....sometimes letting go is for the best.

So i wanted to congratulate you, you lasted this long, you deserve a toast. "here's to the only man that's ever been strong enough to be able to handle all of me, good times & bad, so he derserves every piece of me, at my very best."