I want so much to be able to cry
to feel tears run down my cheeks...

You whisper words and give fake smiles
You crack jokes to make me laugh...

I wonder how long i can last
before the cracks begin to show...

Will you make up your freaking mind
what you want from me...

You think it's not obvious
when you drop in on me...

Windows to the soul
But the lights turned off...

Walking alone
No one notices me...

I'm glad i finally see who you really are
I'm glad i see the real you...

I thought that if i told you
how i really feel...

Eyes are red
Wrists are scarred...

This little girl came to me
She started to cry...

Every night i turn to you
and pray you'll help me through...