As much as you want to
As much as you try...

You have no idea how i felt for you
You dont know the way you made me smile...

I don't know what to do
I'm at the end...

You alone make me realize.
How much i hate this world...

I really want your love
And i don't know what to do...

I see the way you look at me
watch the thoughts crawl through your head...

My heart will always love you so.
But i know its time to let go...

I clench my fist as i slit my wrist
Ive been dead inside for long enough...

The scars run deeper
than you'll ever know...

What happened to that other boy
The nice one...

A trip in the car
A hand on my thigh...

You say you wont date me
Cuz your friends with my ex...