Its days like these i want to die
The worlds against me
I cant help but cry

Be who you are
not what they want
Your opinion matters
their approval is nothing
Impress only yourself

Stop dwelling on the past
Or worrying about the future
What's done is done
What will come will come
You have no choice
Time and space
are not in our control

You do not deserve what they say
You do not deserve what they do
Do not let them convince you otherwise

I know I deserve better
but you're still what i want

No matter how much you know and understand
There will always be even more that you never will

I wish i wasn't at my most beautiful
when tears are streaming down my face

My wildest nightmares
did not hurt as much
as what you made reality

I carve my words into paper using ink
to stop myself from carving them into my skin

For years I've avoided covering my scars
I want someone to see them
to give me a reason to stop...

I'm still waiting.