Lies being told
Secrets begin to unfold
I see the fakeness in their eyes
And the truth behind their lies
I now cry Tears of lost trust

~EvEr Felt LiKe u CudNt StaY ?

~EvEr CloSe ur EyEs N try 2 Fly AwAy ?

~LiKe DeAtH iS Beta DaN this LiFe ?

~EvEr loOk iN tHe KiTcHeN 4 tHe ShArPeSt kNiFe ?

~EvEr Felt LiKe EvErYtHiN Is UpSiDe DoWn?

~LiKe The OnLy ThiNg U Do Is FrOwN?

*** once u start carving ur diary... its very hard 2 stop, u probably won't be able to, n being counciled feels so wrong cuz in the first place... u wouldn't have started cutting if u were able 2 talk about it***

U can walk in and out of my life as u please.... u can leave ur foot prints but all i gotta do is erase them cuz im a girl who seen too much of the world and too sad and tired 2 care about anythin anymore..

Tears I've Cried last night
seem 2 clear my eyes nd improve my vision... the vision of the world i had 2 leave cuz im no longer 12. nd the vison of entering the world of 15.. that i dread very much, knowing its a world of hell...

Cutting feels so good
releasing so much pain
thro the drops of blood
secrets lie deep within
So y should I stop?
...Clear shiny arms dont matter 2 me anymore...

She is the reason why i cant trust, she showed me that no1 can be real. showed me that no1 ever lasts. even a best friend.

I'm GoiN 2 sMiL3 LiKe NotHiN iz [W R O N G], LaUgH & [P R 3 T 3 N D] 2 B3 [H A P P Y]. & iM gOiN 2 W3aR tH3 [M A S K] 3v3rYDaY.

PeOpL3 Will WaLk iN Nd OuT oF yOuR LiF3... SoMe LeAvE FoOt PRiNtS iN YoUR HeArT Nd U JuS HaV3 2 L3ArN hoW 2 eRaSe tHeM aND NoT CaR3.....

TuRn Me iNsiDe OuT, u'll FiNd a SoUl SaDly SleePiN, TiReD Nd TuCkErD OuT, MilliOnS Of TeArS tReMbLiN DoWn ThE CheeKS.