U can walk in and out of my life as u please.... u can leave ur foot prints but all i gotta do is erase them cuz im a girl who seen too much of the world and too sad and tired 2 care about anythin anymore..

*** once u start carving ur diary... its very hard 2 stop, u probably won't be able to, n being counciled feels so wrong cuz in the first place... u wouldn't have started cutting if u were able 2 talk about it***

~EvEr Felt LiKe u CudNt StaY ?

~EvEr CloSe ur EyEs N try 2 Fly AwAy ?

~LiKe DeAtH iS Beta DaN this LiFe ?

~EvEr loOk iN tHe KiTcHeN 4 tHe ShArPeSt kNiFe ?

~EvEr Felt LiKe EvErYtHiN Is UpSiDe DoWn?

~LiKe The OnLy ThiNg U Do Is FrOwN?

Lies being told
Secrets begin to unfold
I see the fakeness in their eyes
And the truth behind their lies
I now cry Tears of lost trust

So much sad moments in life and so little happy ones that u start to wonder if the happy ones ever existed...

Living a nightmare of everyday
Makes dreams all fade away
Hope of a better tomorrow dies
And trust is lost through lies

Not knowing myself anymore makes me happy.

I will draw smiles on my face, even though with force
I will say I'm fine and happy, even though I know it just a lie.
I will cover my vivid scares and hide my pain so I never have to explain;
And cry only in the rain and cover the stain.

Holding on to her Friendship was like holding on to a cliff... so steep i had to let go... I know she's not worth the tears or the pain she caused...

Dont know what im feeling, cant explain this emptiness inside... i cant seem to understand this undying pain.