Just when I thought everything was going right... just when I though I'd never look down... when all I wanted to do is fly and not come down... the tears held inside start weighing me down. and the pain keeps holding me back...

~*I may have changed, but its life and time that did it, Experiencing and learning from my past. So that's me now. Like it or not, I don't live to seek anyones pleasure *~

No word can describe what I'm feeling
I feel like the past is just repeating. I thought that for a minute I was happy
But it couldn't last so long . . .I don't know if I am smiling for real. I feel like a soulless body...

Every minute in the shadows is like a life time in pure darkness.
........... and there seems to be no end to these minutes that are passing and the seconds that are ticking consecutively... enlessly... and much too slowly...