I swallow the pain
I must move on...
How/who should such a document be...
For my heart is not truly mine...
My sick contaminated heart
Infected by you...
I thought I could trust you.
I've never been more wrong...
Silver blades
Graze my flesh then break the skin...
I'm
Becoming the person I never wanted to be...
I wish you were as dirty as your ways.
So you could understand how much you disgust me...
Take this bleeding heart
Rip it from my chest...
Autumn pours down around us
Tension's whispered in the wind...
They say don't take it personally.
Pretending so convincingly...
I need you
Like I need breath...
I'm throwing away everything
Just starting over new...