He thinks she's got the perfect life;; but in reality her life is basically h.o.r.r.i.b.l.e...

&& sometimes she stays up four hours wondering what could have been..

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken && the one who could always brighten up your day when she couldn't even brighten up her own..

&& there's nothing left to hide--just the tears i have cried..
[[♥]]

[[am i getting better--or am i just used to the pain..]]

I just can't seem to teach myself to ignore you...[[♥]]

&&after all that we have been through..I still love you♥

I spend to much time thinking of things that will never happen && dressing up for the boy that will never care♥...

On the outside I'm smiling..On the inside I'm crying...There's nothing to live for, I'm slowly dying..

&& she's still waiting for you♥