I couldn't explain the way I felt
You never understood that about me...
I am a failure
There is no other way to describe how i feel...
I know you don't do it on purpose
Just make up your mind, me...or her...
Tears, long-since cried, still stain my...
My heart, with its relentless beating, pounds on...
You torture me everyday with the sweet things you...
They just can't be true; it's so unlike you...
Once again I have been mistaken...
Thought maybe for once I could be right...
I sneak a glance in your direction
You return a mischevious smile...
I sit and wait patiently for you, but once again...
I was confident that today I would see your face...
Well, It's midnight again on another sleepless...
I toss and turn and hold my pillow tight...