Depression has become my obsession.
i have suffered so many times...

The beauty that surrounds me
yet nobody can see...

My poems are filled with sadness
my head with madness...

Its a dull and simple day, the wind passes softly...
Those clouds of white and Grey interlock together...

Tears fall from my eyes
people must hear my muffled cries...

Forgotten again
i can't hide this pain...

Night time comes, i still lay awake,
thinking to myself for f**k sake...

I didn't mean to hurt you,
your my boo...

Why are you doing this to me.
why are you doing this to me...

Early morning
and we awake...

Christopher nelson,
my Dad...

I didn't realize, until you were gone,
how alone i really was...