Celebrated one more day of being alive,
Sometimes counting the minutes of every night...
A day of repression failed and followed opposite.
Twelve hours of rejection, invisibility, neglect...
Could never learn to read the map of my mind...
I flew into the mouth of the river and drowned one...
I want to get lost among seas
Where the color is free to be real...
How often I've found myself writing out my...
Picking at little, little flowers collecting dust...