I feel so alone
so empty inside.
all the time.
why couldn't i just be
perfect enough for you.
your the one i want
and need.
baby all i want is to be with you and truly be happy.

On the outside
I'm happy.
All the smiles are fake,
And laughs as well.

On the outside
I'm giggly,
precious,
and sweet.

On the outside
Its not really me...

One day you will sit down and take a look, you will realize that i was the one for you and you made the biggest mistake of you life. By then you will have lost me forever.

SEE THERE IS JUST ONE THING ABOUT YOU
THAT I CANT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND
THATS THE FACT THAT YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME
BUT YOU WONT EVEN HOLD MY HAND.

These tears i cry tonight..
are all because of you..
we didnt have a fight,
this is all because i love you.
ive never felt this way for someone.
the way i feel for you.
you are percect and thats no lie.

Waited for so long
still dont know if it will pay off.

I'm not waiting on the world to change...
I'm waiting for you to change.

Is it me or her.
you have your choice.
grr.
im speaking up.
im using my voice.
it makes me angry to think you
might actually choose her.
if its her.
just forget about me.
because i dont ever want to speak to you again.

I go from happy to sad from sad to happy.
f**k this life.
im so unhappy.

Falling in love is such a joke.
it just makes you want to fu***ng choke.