The man who smiles when things go wrong has thought of someone to blame it on.

The silence scares me cause it screams the truth

I'm alive but Im losing all my drive
Cause everything weve been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both good for detected pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.

Personal affection is a luxury you can have only after all your enemies are eliminated. Until then, everyone you love is a hostage, sapping your courage and corrupting your judgment

It's never easy to understand
why memories hold our hand,
but people let go ..

You have a pull on my heart
no matter how far you are.
You make me hope that one day my life will
become that wish being carried on a shooting star.

((from my poem "Contorted Perfection"))

I hope you are happy when
you look back on your life.
Hope you are glad that you never made
the mistake of taking me as your wife.

((from my poem "Runaway World" ))

You whisper genuine and sweet words
&& it makes me absolutely sick.
I know you're just going to turn around
and let your actions contradict.

From my poem: Your Final Move

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you