I wrote this for my dad who was killed along with...
Nothing can replace what was taken from my life...

Hot and wet ... I rediscover,
The magic of my secret lover...

Apples and pears
something like stairs...

I love you with all my heart, it's true,
Love was made for me and you...

I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't talk
I can't breathe, I can't yell, I can't walk...

I hate waking up in the morning
With the fear of another day...

I wrote this poem to scare myself out of suicide...
For everything there must come a last...

That's not right..............................Sum...
Are you harboring a fugitive? ...........Hu Yu Hai...

Little girl wandering, alone in the night
Her quivering lips and eyes show her fright...

In the distance a piercing scream is heard
Hovering in mid air before floating away...

There was one time that I saw you, it gave me...
And the two times that I held you, put tears into...

I know this girl is a beauty
She's into everything you could know...