I have so many tears that fall
With no reason at all...

I have this wall you can not see
Because it's deep inside of me...

Best friends are fakes
while you`re dead with close friends...

My friend how I wish I could help you
I wish that I could see...

This pain i feel,
Is so unreal...

You thought you knew me,
As you walked by...

The scars are hidden under my trouser leg,
Only the blood sometimes shows...

Throw some pills into your throat
Watch me as I wiggle and choke...

"Eyes closed tight, clutching a teddy
a life so young is far from ready...

I lay down at night and think that I don't want to...
Maybe I should drown myself with many different...

Thank you for the laughter,
for the good times that we share...

I don't know why it hurt so bad
Maybe its because you were the best friend i ever...