I lay seeped in darkness, yet I still reach for the stars.

Why does it hurt so much to know that if you had to choose, I wouldn't be chosen?

I am so weary of this show I put on...maybe I can rest without that veil for one sweet moment....

My pain is written within my eyes, but most people can't stand to look upon my face....

The thought of you suffering....hurts me more then any blade of this world.

Oh the horror of a child laying awake each night begging god for the mercy of death....

This world, your world was never mine...for I have only ever been a stranger in it.

As I drank deep from the chalice of fate I tasted only sorrow and doom.

I will never be able to forgive myself.........

I use to be a a hopeless romantic...now I'm just hopeless....