For myself I cannot speak,
cannot breathe...

If no one would find me
If no one would look...

A game
Laughing...

God I didn't believe in you,
for the last year or so...

I closed my eyes
and you were there...

Painting pictures all alone
in seclusion mirrors around...

August 10th 2007
Lina I love you...

I warned you this would happen
As I cried to you on the phone...

Bleeding for your pleasure
crying for your life...

Deep within the caverns
dwelling in my soul...

Bloodshot and petrified
is all I see when I look into your eyes...

I don't want to think you meant to hurt me
or that you made me cry...