The blood rushes to my head
waiting to sit up from my bed.
i lay there hoping to die,
knowing i can't have just that one guy.

-me.

When your little sister looks at you in discust
when your family lost your trust
when you yell,scream,punch,and fight
when you finally lost all your might.

-me.

Find it,burn it,sell for more, blaze until you hit the floor.

Are you my best friend?
are you my friend?
that is not the question,
your actions answer.

Im not giving up,
im just starting fresh.

Sad and depressed,
sad songs and so much stress.

You quit smoking and drinking,
cause thats what lost me.
and our love didnt end,
our relationship did.
and so did my heart.

I quit smoking for you,
but now what will help me get through this.

The cuts line up on my wrist
one by one in a line to the
gate of hell.

Ill jump in your arms,
just promise me,
you will never leave me again.