I always wonder,
many things about my life...

I don't feel apart of everyone else,
they never understand what its like to be me...

My life is chaos,
all so confusing...

I feel alone,
I feel left out...

You make think I'm happy,
but I'm not gonna be ok...

I wanna turn off my light,
nothing left but the pain...

When my day is going bad,
and I'm feeling really sad...

Your screaming,
but not hearing...

My heart is aching,
but never awaking from this awful dream I'm in...

I used to think that i was strong,
until the day it all went wrong...

Sometimes i wonder,
what life has in store for me...

Do you know it hurts me,
to see you fight...