I'm tired of trying, sick of lying
don't wanna hide my face...

My heart is aching,
but never awaking from this awful dream I'm in...

When my day is going bad,
and I'm feeling really sad...

Your screaming,
but not hearing...

My life is chaos,
all so confusing...

I don't feel apart of everyone else,
they never understand what its like to be me...

I wanna turn off my light,
nothing left but the pain...

I always wonder,
many things about my life...

Sometimes i wonder,
what life has in store for me...

Do you know it hurts me,
to see you fight...

You make think I'm happy,
but I'm not gonna be ok...

I shed my tears,
at all the awful things you said to me this awful...