My heart is aching,
but never awaking from this awful dream I'm in...

Your screaming,
but not hearing...

My life is chaos,
all so confusing...

I shed my tears,
at all the awful things you said to me this awful...

Do you know it hurts me,
to see you fight...

I don't feel apart of everyone else,
they never understand what its like to be me...

I feel alone,
I feel left out...

Sometimes i wonder,
what life has in store for me...

I'm tired of trying, sick of lying
don't wanna hide my face...

I wanna turn off my light,
nothing left but the pain...

I see nothing,
i hear nothing...

I always wonder,
many things about my life...