I stole your smile, because i was unable to steal your heart.

Im hurt, but im numb..
its like i cant feel the pain, but i know its there.

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i said this to a friend after telling her what happen that night

I fell for the lines that left me hypnotized.
i was amazed and mesmerized
you have a cold heart, iv realized
what you were doing to me, i never reconized
how could you play this brutal game you demized
my once beating heart is now paralyzed.

The pains calling
but i wont answer the phone.
no bodies home.

Im an unperfect perfectionist.

theres an empty space in my chest,
where my heart once sat.
you destroyed me,
from the inside out.