Staring out at a dark grey sky,
Tears of guilt and shame I cry...

I look in the mirror, what's this I see?
Who is this girl I've come to be...

Sanity ends, obsession sets in,
When did this confusion and pain begin...

Today was just another day,
Another day in my life of lies...

Constant ache, feeling so empty and sick,
Control is lost, my fate I can't pick...

The very object of my desire,
Yet away from you I try to stay...

I'm not done with this one yet but this is what I...
Anorexic voices are here to stay...

Like a drug, I need you,
Can't escape the things you make me do...

Staring into the mirror so late a tnight,
Wondering if I'll ever be alright...

I lost you twice now I'm with you again,
You help me through, ease my pain...

Everyday there's a struggle inside,
Everyday another tear to hide...

Everyday of my life,
Is a day in hell...