I regret everything I do,
Of my sins I wish they knew...
Kneeling on the bathroom floor,
Blurring vision, throat so sore...
Everyday I fake a smile, saying I'm fine,
While in reality I walk a thin line...
Aching cold, twisted mind,
What is this barrier I'm trapped behind...
Feelings and emotions released through dance,
Trying something new, taking a chance...
Beautiful obsessions take over me,
Make me the girl I want to be...
An aching pain ripping me apart,
A cold deep inside my soul...
I look back on the years where I felt alright,
The days where I lived with a smile on my face...
Pain, blood, cuts, and knives,
Only blackened hate still survives...
O dangerous obsession girl's images you distort,
Take over their minds; you think it's a sport...
Ana my friend,
I love you so...
Eyes burning with tears but not releasing,
Her will to live is slowly decreasing...