"O Ana please teach me control,
Make my body perfect, my heart whole."...
Looking out through darkened eyes,
At a shattered world full of lies...
From the very moment that they met,
She had thought they would be forever...
My world of pain and confusion will finally be no...
Staring at the sky through eyes blurred by tears,
Feeling so lost and helpless in this hateful...
Hiding behind laughs, smiles, and happiness,
Her bright blue eyes are filled with pain and...
I see it there, a beautiful red rose,
though now only a tiny green bud shows...
Fragile and broken like a piece of glass,
Haunted by the darkness of a tragic past...
No one understands the perfection I seek,
the reflection I see everyday...
Fading from reality to a world all my own,
to a side of me I've never shown...
O twisted silence,
and icy cold...
At night I go to a whole new world,
my thoughts and the darkness together are swirled...