Now thinking about it...
Why do these people care about me...
Confusion fills me
Depression weakens me...
"Never did want to see a girl cry
Especially you my dearest friend...
There are just somethings
that just make you sad...
Sometimes i just need someone to listen to me.
sometimes i want time to stop...
We started out as friends...
then we started getting closer...
She finally saw the truth
Right in front of her eyes...
I hate the way you own my soul,
As hard as it is to say...
You hurt me
I hurt you...
How do i make up for never protecting you from the...
[im sorry,my dear.loved brother...
I know you hear this from where you are,
Cause I've been told Heaven's not that far...
I admit that I'm not sober every damn night
And when I'm inebriated, my fury can ignite...
You leave me
One day your hear beside me...
There is so mush about life that we will never...
Only a select few that will and maybe at best not...
Why do I feel like I'm so different why do I feel...
I'm 2 people trap in one body? Why do I feel like...
For so long i have been filled with anger, hated...
All that changed one day like I always knew she...
Sifting through this blur, this mess inside my...
Thoughts are never matching what is really said...
What is it without life, the dwelling stillness...
To never see the light of day, the golden colors...
I should have realized, in my life, there are no...
Those crescent moons and grin marks you see across...