Sitting here, I recall a question
When was the last time you did something crazy...

I really have a sense of clarity for the first...

Say it again
my eyes are pure evil...

Bloody towels. Bloody jeans. Limp body falling to...

Y do I bother
cause i thought you were the one...

I only know I am not dead. I think.
Soft Pale skin. Strong upper arms. Beautiful...

This is the norm for me. wake before the sun...

Life with an eating disorder is a life of pain
yes, i Will eat. but just enough to get by. or...

4 alarm clocks strategically placed throughout my...

No tears. no, not for over four years. mentally...
never will anyone understand these feelings. I...

Not at all what i expected. nothing ever is in the...
things were horrid. tried so hard, but neither ego...

24 hours a day all i think about is my weight. i...