I wondered what the water below might feel like,
but I always worked hard to stay above it...

This is what I lack.
Many years alone and I have grown thick skin...

Pills for anxiety
pills to focus...

I only lie when you ask me a question. If you stop...

Disappointed in myself
disappointed with my life...

No tears. no, not for over four years. mentally...
never will anyone understand these feelings. I...

I should not be putting this on my blog, it's...

We are all meant to be alive
we all have a reason to live...

The headaches never stop
my head is screaming in pain...

To all who used me then threw me away
may your lives be full of pain, suffering, and...

Every. Every. Every
Is twisted. Turns. WT F'S & F.U's...

I used you like a puppet
You were my first lady friend...