Drowning in Ana
my face is gaunt...

Gun to the temple. Confidence drips from ever...

Trembling. not sure of much.
seems that I do not exist. thats what I feel...

For all the people I surround myself with.
For everyone else, I don't exist...

I don't want to see anymore
I don't want to wear my glasses...

Falling so madly
Falling so deeply...

Those thoughts. Those feelings. The end.
They came on intense at first. Felt like something...

In a few hours i will be on a plane to the...

Gonna say it loud & clear.....I'M...

I only know I am not dead. I think.
Soft Pale skin. Strong upper arms. Beautiful...

The only way i am truly at peace is when i watch...
dark, thick, warm & flowing, even gushing...

I tried as hard as i could. but sometimes the foul...