Feeling the sun singe my skin,
Blisters bubbling up...
Creatures of the dark,
Here to leave our mark...
Eventually you meet a man that's right,
He'll stay and hug you through the night...
Don't ever tell me you'll call me,
When you know you won't...
A razorblade in one hand,
Thirty pills in the other...
I always get left out;
always pushed out of the way...
Your hurtful words cut like a knife,
Your actions skinned me to within an inch of my...
The real me, I hardly ever let show,
The real me, I never let people get to know...
Deep in my heart there is eternal bleeding,
There are wounds that never heal...
I want to die, for this is no lie,
I get in his car and begin to cry asking myself...
You were here today and gone tomorrow,
Thinking of you fills my heart with sorrow...
Feeling a blade slice through my wrist,
A handful of pills in the other fist...