In my dreams, there are devils haunting my soul.
Descending me slowly into hell is they're goal...
Don't ever tell me you'll call me,
When you know you won't...
When I wake up and everything's going great
I know it won't last, it's just my fate...
My head is killing me, cuz it is speeding,
I barely even realize that my wrists are bleeding...
I always get left out;
always pushed out of the way...
Your hurtful words cut like a knife,
Your actions skinned me to within an inch of my...
Feeling a blade slice through my wrist,
A handful of pills in the other fist...
I want to die, for this is no lie,
I get in his car and begin to cry asking myself...
No one knows the pain I felt,
No one knows how I dealt...
At night I have trouble sleeping,
Cuz in my mind, I am still weeping...
Eventually you meet a man that's right,
He'll stay and hug you through the night...
Deep in my heart there is eternal bleeding,
There are wounds that never heal...