I wish... that i didnt have to wish anymore. Im very odd. I hate crying. I like to be happy. I wish I was happy all the time. Im Ignorant and I like to have fun. Im Scared of being alone. I have very few boundaries. Im way to Honest. I talk a lot when im nervous. I don’t understand me, so I don’t expect you to. I love music and I would die without it. I hope when I die im forgotten quickly. Don’t act like you no me because you don’t, Don’t say you do, YOU DON’T. I can FLY by myself. Boys cant be trusted. but either can girls. Im a confusing person so I don’t think you will understand my reasoning. family and friends are very important to me, I only have one life and I will have fun with it. I will never trust someone with my heart again [people are to reckless with other peoples feelings] im trying to make my life better, I want to be loved, it hurts when you feel unloved. Im trying really hard to be a better person, I don’t want to ruin the one life that I have. Im not always the nicest person but if you are nice to me ill be nice back, if you make me mad when I first meet you I will probably never trust you, if you hurt one of my friends I will probably never ever be nice to you, I love my friends very much and I will do anything for them. I don’t really care what people think and I do what I feel is best. Im religious but please don’t try to force me to believe what you do, I don’t make you believe what I do so don’t do it to me. I have a very odd life, its like a soap opera most of the time, witch kinda sucks sometimes, but at least its interesting. I love to cuddle, its by far my favorite thing to do. it makes me feel safe when im in someone arms. I try to fix peoples problems and I get very upset when I cant. if someone is sad around me I get sad for them. when I am told I cant do something I will try harder to do it. I don’t hate people, I may dislike you but I don’t hate you. hate is such a strong word. "I HATE you" and "I LOVE you" are used way to often without really thinking how it may make someone feel. love is a very strong feeling, and I HATE when guys say it to get with a girl for the wrong reasons. I was I love once, it may not have turned out how I expected but I learned a lot about life from the experience, you have to learn to grow from the bad things in life and thats what I did. |
Your Lies
And all my tries...
I have an addiction.
Its calling me, Haunting me...
Wait.
Stop...
As I sit here and think about my life.
I wonder about all the things i should have done...
I'd give you all that I've got
If you'd just give me a chance...
Love is Love, Love Isnt easy |