I walk as a ghost,
A shadow to most...
I've watched the world falling away,
The fluorescent colors fading to gray...
Different is to be feared
In the world we're in today...
A life used up, yet so young
The boy now knows his time has come...
The world would go on, nothing would change
No one would notice a boy died from his pain...
Loneliness is killing me,
The tears, they just wont stop...
You see me sitting there
tear drops in my eyes...
Behind a mask is where I'll stay
I'll never tell them that I'm not okay...
I'll turn, and look you straight in the eye
I'll smile, and tell you nothing but lies...
I'll take this knife one last time
I'll take this knife, and draw a line...
I'm just so tired, and I'm losing the fight
The fight for happiness, the fight for my life...
The razor leaves horrible scars
Time slows, and I’m seeing stars...
Thin, thinner, thinnest
fat, fatter, me...