They say shes a good girl gone bad
she cant find her way around...
I am walking though these halls
With my perfect mask in place...
In a sea of pain
I found my face turned upwards...
Friends of Make believe
Lies they spill to me...
Close your eyes and dream
To times of innocence and laughter...
Called your name too late
But you heard me still...
I switched off the TV
because it always seemed to mock me...
Whispered cries
Muffled sighs...
"Weary sadness ate at her soul
For all the lies she told...
I am going to starve until you notice
Starve until you cry...
I look at you and shrink in fear
You self destruct...
Cant stand to see her crying
All she ever does...