The pain of yesterday mixed with today
The hurt that I once knew...

I look at you and shrink in fear
You self destruct...

Close your eyes and dream
To times of innocence and laughter...

"Weary sadness ate at her soul
For all the lies she told...

Children grow
If this doesn't scare you...

I hate her
Because they told me too...

I switched off the TV
because it always seemed to mock me...

If I look in the mirror I know what I would see
Empty eyes...

Friends of Make believe
Lies they spill to me...

Cant stand to see her crying
All she ever does...

Don't talk to me
Don't try to understand...

In a sea of pain
I found my face turned upwards...